Have you ever wondered what you would do if one day you got a call, not just a call but THE CALL, like a call from a Doctor (not sure if I'm supposed to capitalize Doctor but I did) telling you not so good news, news like you only have a certain amount of time to live or you have a disease only 2 out of 20,000 people have and you just happen to be one of the 2? Would you run to the nearest 7-11 and buy a lotto ticket because if you are one of the 2 people that has this disease then gosh darnit you just might be lucky enough to be the next millionaire? Would you want to just close your eyes and go back in time, like when you were so small and something bad happened to you and you always had a bigger bed to crawl into? Would you look back in time and smile because you are content with how you have lived your life?
Would you sit there and start a list of things you would like to do before your time comes? And would you actually do the things on your list? Would you start going back in time and remember when you were little and all you cared about was playing with your sisters and friends? Or where you would hide at lunch time so you would not have to share with your big sis the big piece of chocolate cake Mom had baked and hot chocolate she had given you to share? Would you think of all the meaningless fights you had with your sisters? Would you think of all the horrible things you have put your parents through?
Would you think of everyone that has been there for you all your life? Would you think of how you have never told your Mom just how much you love her? How she means the world to you and she is the most beautiful caring mother anyone can ask for? Would you thank her for always putting you before herself? Would you? How about your Dad? Would you thank him for also going out of his way to help you with anything and everything you need? For spoiling you like no other? Would you apologize for making him have a full head of grey hair at like 30? Would you also tell him how much you love him?
What about your sisters? Would you tell your big sister how much she means to you? Tell her just how much you love her? How you are thankful for having her as a big sister? Thank her for being the nicest sister you can ever ask for? Thank her for making you the happiest girl in the world for making you an auntie and giving you the most adorable nephew ever? Would you thank her for always making you laugh from her blurting out the most random questions at the most random times? Would you tell her how much you missed her when she got married and moved out? Would you tell her how you wanted to move into her room when she left because it smelled like her and you felt as if she was still with you even though she was not? Or how about your first brother in law? Would you thank him for sticking around no matter what when dating your sister even though you were mean to him for trying to take her away from you? Would you tell him thank you for being like the brother you never had and always wanted? Would you thank him for introducing you to the best Mexican food places in San Diego? Would you also thank him for making you an auntie? Would you tell him how much he means to you too?
How about your little sister? Would you first of all tell her sorry for all the mean things you ever did to her? For picking on her for being the little one? Would you thank her for always being so patient? For always being so happy no matter what? Thank her for always finishing your sentences because you are always thinking the same things? Would you apologize to her for not spending as much time with her as you should have? Would you tell her thank you for always busting out with the weirdest dance moves at ALL times? Would you tell her you love her so much? Or her husband? Would you thank him for making your little sister happy? Thank him for spoiling her rotten? Thank him for being your most faithful blog reader and also how much he means to you too? How he is like your little brother?
How about your precious nephew? How would you begin with him? Would you tell him? Would he remember you when your gone? Would he remember how you loved him like no other? Or apologize to him for how in his year of life you took thousands of pictures of him and probably being the reason why he will always see little stars from your camera flash? Would you tell him to always be good to his parents and grandparents because they are the most precious treasure he will ever have? Would you apologize for not being able to be there with him in his first day of Kindergarten, when he graduates from Middle School, his High School graduation or when he is taking off for College to become a Doctor? Would you apologize for not being able to be there for him when he gets his heart broken for the first time, or when kids are being mean to him or on his wedding day? Would you thank him for making you the happiest girl in the world when he was born? Would you thank him for making you feel the closest to ever being a mom? Would you tell him how he means the world to you and you would give anything for his happiness and you just LOVE him more then you ever thought imaginable?
And last but not least The Hubbs. How would you start with him? How would you start thanking him for everything he has done for you? Would you apologize for not being the wife he deserved? For not learning how to cook for him? For not always being the nicest person to him even though he always treated you like a princess? Would you thank him for always looking after you and for sticking to his vows of sticking with you through sickness and in health? Would you tell him how even though you never expressed it as much your love for him is stronger now than ever? Would you thank him for putting up with your bratty ways? Would you thank him for not running away from you when he saw that the hospital was your second home? Would you tell him that if you could go back in time you would still always choose him as your hubbs because he makes you the happiest girl in the world and always manages to make you smile? I would.
These are thoughts floating around my head, thought I would share them with you! Pretty random right? I know, and if you actually read this whole blog post...wow thank you, if you leave me a comment maybe I'll dedicate my next blog to you! Ha! And because this post is so random I thought I would post a random picture I had in my camera from a day I was in my parents back yard snapping random pictures. Enjoy. Lotsa' Love, Claudia!
The moon was out hanging out in the bright blue sky, pretty random right? I didnt photo shop this at all, that was the actual color of the sky, I only had to do some extra zooming in, doesn't it look so cool? It looks so pretty!!
